I'm a loser

Salaam peeps,

This loser is not the biggest loser.

I feel it once again, Oh No! I'm going to hurt myself again.

Thank goodness, I didn't put high hopes on him, but really this is a betrayal for me.

I wonder, why am I always being treated as if I am not worth it at all?? I do feel like one, sometimes when people ignore me just like that. Pity me.

I am 90% sure that HE will not read this post, so this is kind of pointless entry.

If this is so, I hate you. Just ignore me and live your own life!!

p/s: I hate liar.

adios amigos,

ballqiszbelle.