I can see the charges, after a month of observation

Assalamualaikum and Hello readers!

How melodious the rhythms of the rain out there, since early in the morning! I woke up as early as 7 a.m. today with the thoughts of completing my assignments. Unfortunately, the dropping sounds brought me asleep. Poor me...It was just when the tuition kids arrived, I gained my consciousness back. Alhamdulillah...

Today, I would like to write something based on my power of observation.

I would like to clarify things here, for sure!!

I am not happy here. But I am not sad either. I'm in the middle. For almost a month ago, I discovered that what I believe and afraid to happen, really happens. It is about friendship.

I told one of my friend about my history in friendship betrayal. She felt what I felt and she knew what I am going to do. I'm telling you readers, I am really sensitive even though I look really tough outside. I have the ability to sense even the slightest turn.

And again, I CANNOT PLEASE EVERYBODY. I CAN'T!

So therefore, I have made my decision, to stay unattached to anyone, be it male or female.

When I am too polite, people will feel uneasy. When I put myself alone, people WILL say I am selfish. So, let me tell you guys, BACK OFF! I know what I'm doing and please respect my way of dealing with people. From now on, as I have gotten my car back, my life will start at zero. And I will be new again.

My observation was, I can feel something going on wrongly in **. Maybe I was wrong, but don't worry, I am going to let it all go by itself and I won't pretend. I just want to beg all of my friends' pardon, as if I am too childish in dealing with you guys. I hope, we all can be as close as siblings! Yee haa~

SORRY for my mistakes, and I promise I will not repeat myself.

ok lah,

let's let the love spread.

Seeya...

ballqiszbelle~